maybe

My dad nicknamed me after his mother..
Maybe he remembers her rebellion..
Maybe he sees that spark he saw in her eye in me too..
I'm not sure..
Maybe he just wants someone to trust.. 
Maybe he's just looking for relief in this treacherous world..
But my dad nicknamed me after his mother.

He still talks about her
But not too much.
He talks about her with the pride of an army chief who just won the world.

He is Zeus in his throne on Olympus when he talks of her.
She was his Athena.
She was his Aphrodite.

Maybe he still craves to find a part of her in me too..
Maybe...
Maybe...

_________________
Oajaswini S

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